Sights and sounds of a difficult situation

Have you ever been in a situation like this? I have had a few situations like this one where the right thing is the not the best for anyone. I am not sure how killing the good guy makes any sence but I would have killed the evil emporer. Then try and get the girl back of course. I also have been in situations like Windu where a teammate tries to chop your hand off because they don't see clearly enough to tell who is the enemy.

As far as a defensive reality goes there is alot of place swaping with Carey and I is an issue. She is the one that likes working with kids. Lets see here she likes romance and is a virgin actually. I used to drink and party alot but now I do not far from it actually. There used to be alot of people saying they are dating me or something both men and women actually. I rarely studder. I have never played hockey. I am not working for my uncle for 7 years because his daughter had that sparkle lol. I am not God the holy spirit or Jesus but I have joined their group. I do not know the future unless God tells me. I am not very good at administration I don't think but I do see where its going. Carey is probably more like that. That is vision casting basically and not always the will or word of God just wisdom. I have had dreams or visions that are directly from God as well. I did lead an outreach where we cast out evil spirits and God did at least one miracle. There was another homeless ministry that I was involved with that handed out lunches to the homeless but that was a different thing. That stuff was a long time ago.

Totem Pole Theology

The issue here is when the truth concerning God is mixed up polluted and distorted into something else. Its true that if all you do is choose different words that you can re-brand Christianity into something else however God does not lie or contradict himself these is a line he draws down the middle so to speak. As you can imagine over time before and after Christ people have tried to monopolize and fork the truth about God and make it into other things usually money or power are involved. Some things that are not of God are attributed to him or mostly what we simply overlook as a pagan belief system and unknowingly follow the teachings of a deceptive spirit. I get this from the bible and a bit of what God has revealed to me. Just as God revealed to Peter who Jesus was and on him Jesus built his church, Jesus knew the bible would be written and the experiences and conversations recorded. Another example is when the prostitute poured perfume on his feet and he says everywhere the Gospel is preached this story will be told in remembrance of her. The old testament talks of flying scrolls and such too.

So, one major thing is the Satanic trinity. The false father illegitimate son and unholy spirit. Have you ever heard of a woman who “holds the family together” well that is the unholy spirit and the sinful nature. The extreme and ultimate rise of a great prostitute who causes kings of the earth to commit adultery with her. Thus “connecting them together” in the family of Satan. Its debatable if indulgence drugs is part of this but in any case its the holy spirit of God that is to hold families together.

The false god of Satan is the evil stepfather in this pyramid and wants his will to be done and not the will of God and though God allows it to happen it is still part of the plan and has been trying to enslave us ever since the beginning.

The spirit of the Antichrist or deception is the illegitimate son an identity thief and probably homosexual, considering the false profit would be his partner or whatever. That spirit is here now but has not been able to rise up until God allows it. Countries and states that allow gay marriage are setting themselves apart as “reservations” for witch doctors shawmen or whatever. This is part of the addenda so to speak. Another issue is to create distrust in the scriptures and so anything that prevents people from knowing the will or word of God plays into this plan.

The odd thing is that a lot of women who are power hungry or something actually prefer a witchcraft culture because they feel more important or powerful. I really do not understand this, why be a queen in hell? Eternity is a long time and if you want to and are ready God will gladly get you out.

Even if you have been working for the enemy its not too late and it will be hard probably but anyone can get free from his traps. Some people are just weaker in different areas. If you are a servant you should serve God directly to please him by leading people and serve people but to please God. If you are a manipulator you should let the servants lead you as you and they will gain greater passion.

I wish games were more theologically accurate the evil deceptions of Satan are misrepresented and Satan can not fight against Satan nor does God fight against God. People however are capable of fighting for both sides at any given time without Christ reigning in their hearts and stepping out of his grace.

Another thing I have noticed is some people who have evil spirits in them will sort of growl at me. This is like a stage before Satan can speak through them if left to grow. Jesus calls false prophets wolves. And I imagine that the myths about werewolves come from this. False prophets often just tell you what you want to hear because they can listen to a variety of voices. Its similar to the spiritually dead is like vampires in that they drain the life out of others. I don't know a lot about how this works but they put burdens on people that they should give to God or refuse to forgive from the heart not just your mind that would release them, so as a result pulled into a hellish like loop.

A few things that I have noticed is apparently called blame shifting where you blame others for mistakes or sins but never take responsibility. Place shifting where you move something or trade places with someone. I guess its like a vicarious thing where you do not like yourself so you do it to feel better. Another funny issue is when people try and get credit for what the lord has done or is doing all for themselves. Yes the lord works through people but there is only one father and one teacher. The small g way is to use a lot of suggestion or put someone in a small box to try and get someone to worship you or get your desired result. The proper way of course is to just ask them to do it. The enemy often will try and reproduce past circumstances that caused failures because it worked. This is not just in your head via bad experiences or whatever. Fortune tellers use this method a lot I think, one of these spirits was in a girl who followed Paul claiming he was the servant of the most high God (Zeus I think it was). It was sort of true but not considering the context.

A lot of what Satan does is a mockery of what God does, its out of context and its backwards or repeats it sarcastically out of unbelief or not able to understand. You must be born again before anything regarding his kingdom will really make sense to you. I have met several people who apparently can only handle about one word out of an entire sermon. Worse yet they try and use even that single word out of context. If they only knew what they were missing they would clean the inside of the cup of their hearts so they can replace it with new wine.

God works differently in different people's lives and for me he often gives me things far in advance because of my capacity and how he has wired me. For others it might simply be do this or that in the short term. I often speak far in advance as well so if something does not happen right away its not to worry it will later on if it was from God or mere wisdom of men. Trials and tests by fire are part of the deal for Christ followers. It refines us and makes any impurities or bad seeds known to us and removable.

You must get baptized with water and with the holy spirit in order to enter the kingdom of heaven. In acts I think it was the apostles ran into several groups of believers and some had the holy spirit yet had yet to be baptized with water. Another group had only been baptized with water for repentance because they had not heard of the one Jesus commanded. If you are a Christ follower you MUST actually do the will of the father and it is his will that you be baptized with water in the name of the father son and holy spirit. It will not get you saved but if you refuse you are not going to experience the full power of Christ in your life and run the risk of being lukewarm in THE faith.

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My accumulation of IT wisdom from 15 years experience as I leave it behind

I suppose this information is mostly for search engines and perhaps someone might actually benefit from this but as always it will certainly be obsolete as it is with almost anything hi tech. As I ponder all that exists in my mere mortal mind and I wonder and search for things that are useful. I find that so much is of almost no value to anyone currently or even considering IT as a career. So for what its worth here we go.

The real beginning I would say considering the dominance of the internet today is when Moros code and the telegraph (on or off, black or white, digital) was used to send messages over great distances. He was an artist but motivated by the need to make a living and I suppose money. He was an artist by trade. In any case it sure beat the pony express.

The purpose of computers and information technology was to increase productivity the spreadsheet originally. To calculate and recalculate by hand was nuts. I am not sure if using numbers to lead us was such a great thing actually. I blame hippies lol. Later there were games and communication advantages bbs systems local area networks email the internet and world wide web. Keyboards and later mice are used as human interface devices.

This is mostly just vision but certainly can be a bit of beyond that sort of understanding. Now its mobile and the foundation for networks of computing devices can come down to MAC addresses. So in limited view and information I can tell that everything over IP and IP addresses is not the medium of choice here. There are and will be more options like multicast and such. As I have discovered recently the New Media or the merging of audio video and perhaps even feeling can be put through one high speed connection. So to basically make it public and almost communistic but the blue tooth wireless technology used in cell phone devices will work as a human identifier like a username and password sort of. So its like you walk in your house and the lights turn on to your preferred levels and if someone else comes in it averages it out. The same with heat or the TV or something. Perhaps some virtual reality glasses or something. So as you can imagine the need for other people can be virtually elimated so if you want to have sex with someone virtually then just scan the mark of the beast from their head or their right hand. You will be worshiping his (some small g guy) image on a screen or something virtually as well. Note: I have no formal or advanced education. I barely graduated actually. The teachers were boring and have forgotten their purpose. However there is this guy Jesus that comes back on the clouds of heaven I can't say he gets beamed down from a ship or anything but 2000 years ago the words to describe his asention were probably not available. I don't think I am there when the end comes according to the dream. Certainly separate somehow out of this world. The kingdom of heaven is like being in the center of a hurricane and so if you go north south east or west too far you will be thrown for a loop so to speak. Once you get there you want it bad like a drug. As Jesus says its like a treasure hidden in a field that you will sell everything you have to get it. So as you can see that satan mocks and counters that principal with drugs. Holy Sprit filled and satanicly filled Christians are not as clearly marked by their fruit as they are in third world countries as I understand it. Its clear to me because the spirit has made me good at telling the difference. You can't judge the person really but you can decern the spirit.

Ok so back to technology, its cool and helps me tell people about Jesus but in the end its going to be hell on earth for those who are not for Christ they are antichrist. The main thing for us to do now is get the great commission done with. We must preach to every nation tribe and tougue (language). Certainly some things of God can only be explained by languages of angels. Unless God makes it known or tells you to do otherwise be sure you do not waste resources on ministry that does not move that direction. Do not waste time on things that do not matter for eternity. Even relationships on earth are of little value unless we use them eternally. Again this is Vision so its not going to go smoothly as I say it will. God does speak through me often but that is different. I am taking the information about now the future and putting it into a theory of how this will happen. Read the book its going to be a great one. Thats why listening to prophets is so amazingly helpful, God knows perfectly well that I hear him.

If you are a frequent reader and would like to help me get the word out then PLEASE register on this blog. I am looking for a few spirit filled Christians to be like decons basically. Carnal Christians are cool but this is going professional. You will have to hear his voice and have things like oh one wife or oh lets say Godly character. Titus 1, 1 Timothy 3. I only have like 30 spots here I think. I have some other ministry information that I can share more effectively and give you. Not that other people can't do things for God but you will need to be able to understand alot of things that are hard for others (other people) to get. Even this blog will be difficult to see how it fits with the bible and others (other people in a group) will think I am crazy. You can comment and help me with my poor spelling and terminology or whatever also. I will post about Carey and I soon, as to whats going on with marital status or whatever. Yes Norm did verbally point to that I am to replace him. I will explain that more soon I do not know their system.

The orinal post was on Feb 24th, 2009.
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A Fresh New Vision (not quite vision on demand)

I have been praying for a fresh new vision of what I am supposed to do next, as things were a bit foggy. On 1-20-2009 I had an amazing dream in full color of what is happening going to happen and what I/we are supposed to do about it. There is another one that is more important than this one but in any case I can share this with you free of charge. If it was not for “polution” as we might call it I could tell you more but for the sake of the truth I can not release everything online.

The first thing I saw was a bright blue sky with some whisp like clouds and what looked like large bats flying around above a fairly shallow river. These bats were big like fruit bats with a bright green spot and streaks on their wings beginning at the joint. They were otherwise brown and around a foot tall. I then saw myself walking along the bank of the river and the bank was a dusty dry tan and orange color. It must have been spring or summer time. I then see this tree hanging out over the water. I am not sure what kind of tree its bark was fairly smooth and dark brown or green and the leaves were large dark green and oval shaped. I know trees well and this was not like one that grows commonly here so I am not sure. I also then see a large nest in the tree with one of the bats perched beside it. I then climb up the tree and almost walk up it because its at such an angle out over the water. As I get close to it the bat flies away and I pick up the nest and begin to carry it down. The nest appears empty at first but then I see two maybe three snakes and one sort of hisses at me and tries bite at me. I am not scared of the snakes and I continue to take the nest down to the ground. I set it on the bank and two of them try to get away so I look around and I see a machete laying there in the dust so I pick it up and run after them. As I scramble further up the bank I catch one easily and chop it in half. Then I am barely able catch up to and slice the other one in half as it almost makes it to cover. I then head back to the nest assuming there is one more still there and I wake up from the dream. I assume I kill the other one too.

I get the impression that I am going back to the ministry of the word and this time going pro. I have enjoyed playing on some semi pro teams and I am certain that God will provide team members and managers that can afford and handle the work that is before us. I will explain more soon the lord is really flooding me with inspiration now. Be sure to consider joining us in this epic adventure as we advance the invisible yet amazingly real kingdom of heaven. This dream has a lot of biblical symbolism in it so if you have read the bible or been in church much and have eyes to see spiritually its pretty easy to tell what it means. If you do not yet then do not worry God knows what it means.
Matthew 13:15

The original post is from Feb 17th, 2009.
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Are you for Christ or Anti-Christ (notice the hyphen)

Matthew 12:30
“Anyone who isn’t with me opposes me, and anyone who isn’t working with me is actually working against me.

In this time and times to come we must choose not just a side politically but soon the choice will be even more clear. As we regroup and raise new banners for the sake of the two worldviews. What is this then a new American party? Its true that even though I have not had issues with some addictions and such myself that some lustful thoughts have lingered and thrown me for a loop every now and then. Even though it is far less than without knowing the power of God. The other thing is that being filled with the spirit or Christ centered is not something that is easy to maintain. We must put on the full armor of God and fix our spiritual eyes on Jesus to walk in the spirit effectively. If we do not we tend to be less than the salt and light of the world and not much better than the pagans. See even the pagans that oppoed Moses were able to copycat some of the miricles. Yet in the end many were crushed by the sea and their civilization perished leaving the monuments of stone and bricks to false God's that these illegitemet children worshiped.

10 A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. 12 For we[c] are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.
13 Therefore, put on every piece of God’s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm. 14 Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of God’s righteousness. 15 For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News so that you will be fully prepared.[d] 16 In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil.[e] 17 Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

18 Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere.[f]

James 1:6 (New Living Translation)
6 But when you ask him, be sure that your faith is in God alone. Do not waver, for a person with divided loyalty is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is blown and tossed by the wind.

Ephesians 4:14 (New Living Translation)
14 Then we will no longer be immature like children. We won’t be tossed and blown about by every wind of new teaching. We will not be influenced when people try to trick us with lies so clever they sound like the truth.

This is why people do not talk much about religion at dinner lol.

34"Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. 35For I have come to turn
" 'a man against his father,
a daughter against her mother,
a daughter-in-law against her motherinlaw—
36a man's enemies will be the members of his own household.'[e]

Luke 11:23
"He who is not with me is against me, and he who does not gather with me, scatters.

Original post is from Feb 11th, 2009.
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Who is God?

http://www.carm.org/questions/list.htm
http://abcnews.go.com/Nightline/story?id=3130360

Kirk Cameron and friends take on another atheist. The way of the master rocks!

Watch this its some debates on the exsitance of God: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-oI9kI_xc_k
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waVL35Vxnx0 (the female athiest almost preaches grace here)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWN86TqbjvY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R20x42p8iCU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xk_YtytBVFY

Who is God?

1. God Is One - Deut. 6:4; 1 Cor. 8:4 2. God Is Truth -Psalm 117:2; Jer. 10:10 3. God is Light - 1 John 1:5 4. God is Love - 1 John 4:8,16 5. God Is Infinite - Jer. 23:24; Psalm 147:5 6. God is All Knowing - 1 John 3:20 7. God is Everywhere - Psalm 139:7-12 8. God is All Powerful - Jer. 32:17,27 9. God is Unequaled - Isaiah 40:13-25 10. God Is Perfect - 1 Kings 8:27; Psalm 139 11. God Is A Most Pure Spirit - John 4:24 12. God Is Invisible - 1 Tim. 1:17 13. God Does Not Have A Human Body - Luke 24:39; Deut. 4:15-16 14. God Does Not Change - Num. 23:19; Mal. 3:6; James 1:17 15. God Is Without Limit - 1 Kings 8:27; Jer. 23:23-24 16. God Is Eternal - Psalm 90:2; 1 Tim. 1:17 17. God Is Incomprehensible - Rom. 11:33; Psalm 145:3 18. God Is The Almighty One - Rev. 1:8, 4:8 19. God Is Most Wise - Rom. 16:27; Jude 25 20. God Is Most Holy - Isaiah 6:3; Rev. 4:8 21. God Is Most Free - Psalm 115:3 22. God Is Most Absolute - Isaiah 44:6; Acts 17:24-25 23. God Works According To His Will - Eph. 1:11; Rom. 8:28 24. God Receives Glory - Rom. 8:36; Rev. 4:11 25. God Is Most Loving - 1 John 4:8-10 26. God Is Gracious - Exodus 33:19; 1 Pet. 2:3 27. God Is Merciful - Exodus 34:6; Psalm 67:1; James 5:11 28. God Is Long-suffering - Psalm 86:15; 2 Pet. 3:15 29. God Abounds In Goodness - Psalm 31:19; 52:1; Rom. 11:22 30. God Is Forgiving - Dan. 9:9; Eph. 1:7; Psalm 86:5 31. God Rewards Those Who Seek Him - Heb. 11:6 32. God Is Just In All His Judgments - Neh. 9:32-33; 2 Thess. 1:6 33. God Hates Sin - Psalm 5:5-6; Hab. 1:13 34. God Is the Creator - Isaiah 40:12,22,26 35. God Is Shepherd - Gen. 49:24

The Messiah must... Prophecy Fulfillment by Jesus
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Be born in Bethlehem Micah 5:2Matthew 2:1; Luke 2:4-7
Be adored by great persons Psalms 72:10-11Matthew 2:1-11
Be annointed with the Spirit of God Isaiah 11:2, 61:1Matthew 3:16; John 3:34; Acts 10:38
Be hated without cause Isaiah 49:7; Psalms 69:4John 15:24-25
Be undesired and rejected by His own people Isaiah 53:2, 63:3; Psalms 69:8Mark 6:3; Luke 9:58; John 1:11,
Be plotted against by Jews and Gentiles together Psalms 2:1-2Acts 4:27
Be betrayed by a friend Psalms 41:9, 55:12-24Matthew 26:21-25, 47-50; John 13:18-21; Acts 1:16-18
Be betrayed for 30 pieces of silver Zechariah 11:12Matthew 26:16
Have his price given for a potter’s field Zechariah 11:13Matthew 27:7
Be forsaken by His disciples Zechariah 13:7Matthew 26:31, 56
Be struck on the cheek Micah 5:1Matthew 27:30
Be spat on Isaiah 50:6Matthew 26:67, 27:30
Be mocked Psalms 22:7-8Matthew 27:31, 39-44
Be beaten Isaiah 50:6Matthew 26:67, 27:26, 30
Be thirsty during His execution Psalms 22:15John 19:28
Be given vinegar to quench that thirst Psalms 69:21Matthew 27:34
Be considered a transgressor Isaiah 53:12Matthew 27:38
Be buried with the rich when dead Isaiah 53:9Matthew 27:57-60
Be sought after by Gentiles as well as Jews Isaiah 11:10, 42:1Acts 10:45
Be accepted by the Gentiles Isaiah 11:10, 42:1-4, 49:1-12Matthew 12:21; Acts 10:45; Romans 15:9-12

Now that you have seen this comparison, you must answer this question, “What will you do about Jesus?”

Knowing about God will not get you to heaven. Jesus died for all your sins. Accept it or reject it. Either way its your choice and he loves you alot more than you love him!

A pattern I see in the liberal news and blogs is:
1. people actually believe everything those ex hippie pot smokers who teach in their colleges say.

2. They think the divinci code is true and not a deception by someone who only finds what he wants to find.

3. We are already in a transaction based economy and when a mark is required to buy food people will not even realize that 666 is not so good for your health. The rise of the ultimate identity thief is near.

4. They do not realize God is Good and wants good things for us.

Over 300 Messianic Prophecies

http://www.jesus-is-lord.com/messiah.htm

Lets look at biblical God and assume its true for a moment.... So Adam and Eve as well as everyone after that knew God was real for quite a long time up to Noah, who builds an Ark to save the people of the world. So every other deviation from the real God would probably have alot of similar aspects. Then our next spiritual hero Abraham has a very special child and God provides a lamb on the exact same mountain Jesus was crucified on way later coincidence? Then Joseph saves his people and Egypt because of God given dreams. During the 7 years of plenty. Mocked later on by the anti-Christ. A bunch of prophets tell of a man born from a virgin who will do all these things then die as an innocent lamb for sin of the world. He does on the same mountain where God provided for Abraham. A prophet tells of Israel becoming a nation and it does to the exact year 1948. Now he says there will alot of war and earthquakes and stuff then this identity thief rises up and makes people put a mark of a number or his name oh their forehead or right hand to buy food and stuff. If i was going thru Taco bell I am sure a mark or chip would make it much easier to buy tacos. Websites have an IP address that point to the same server...

Ummm dude I think its not a matter of who is the right God and toss in your bet I think its more can you afford to NOT bet on Jesus! Christians are close to fulfilling the great commission. The Jews have the sanhedron meeting again after so many years and plans to rebuild the temple where the Anti-Christ will claim to be God. Again only those who are not chosen will reject Jesus. If you have his favor choose him now!

Original copy posted live on Feb 3, 2009 but original post was deleted from newsvine.
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Stuff happens

I suppose I should explain why Carey and I are well... Not on the same page these days. Awhile back Carey and I were staying at my parents place and she was sleeping on the couch and I was in my room. We were trying to pray together every day. So one night she is upset about something I forget what it was and so I asked her if she would pray with me and she refused to I went to my room and went to bed. She is really mad and apparently goes postal and breaks a picture of us. She also throws one of my books outsied. So I get up and talk to her a bit then try to go back to bed. She then continues the bridezilla rapage and litterally breaks down the sliding door to my bedroom. She is accusing me of mistakes I made when we first started dating like being late and such. Things I thought were forgiven long ago. See the thing is Carey did not used to be like this but after she started working at the school I think she might have run into some false teachers or something got ahold of her. In anycase dwelling on negative emotions or whatever. So anyways after a bit of the blame game and I did say she is not important meaning "you are not all that and a bag of chips"and I even used the female dog word but I was not angry at heart and quite composed actually (I think in a blame game its worth points or something). So I should have turned the other cheek I suppose as she was trying to hit me litterally and several times threatened to kill me in my sleep so I figured that was a bit much. So I asked her to leave and go outside and she refused so I pushed her out the door. She then fell down and cut her leg I think. I guess after talking to my father she told him it was going to happen again and he imediately sent her home with my mother. I have not spoken to her since.

A long time ago God said to me "She has to be mine before she can be yours" I did not listen and I wish I had. It must mean she has not fully surrenedered to Jesus as lord yet. A romance addiction I think. Its not her fault really she had planned to get help with that at the church. I am sure she will get through it.

I am hopeful that things will work out but I just make things more difficult being in her life right now. Girls should not be allowed to play with Barbies they do not realize we men do not know their thoughts like the dolls do and our arms do not bend like that nor can we do the splits.... Bad Barbie Bad. lol. It really does not help us understand eachother.

Its not a matter of being GOOD enouph for God its a matter of that once you accept the word of God reguarding the kingdom its a sin to NOT LET God love you. He commands us to remain in his love and that perfect love casts out all fear. As for this situation Jesus says it best:

Matthew 11:12 And from the time John the Baptist began preaching until now, the Kingdom of Heaven has been forcefully advancing,^[a] and violent people are attacking it.

I love Carey very much and I wish the best for her and us but something is messed up we used to be so perfect together. Very similar dreams of our future, passions, and interests. I miss those times a couple years ago, I miss them alot. I am sure she will do what she taught the kindergarteners at the school to do. Also its just a communication breakdown. I am fortunate in that I have more time to get some things in my life sorted out now.

Original Post is here from Jan 30th 2009
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Living Revolutions are not for the spiritually dead.

Another example of how Jesus is our king is the last time I visited the TBN Int l. Headquarters in southern California I got there a bit late and the taping had already started so we had to sit in the overflow room. They have been looking for me for some time now actually but I am not exactly sure what for. So I pray to Jesus our king of all kings and asked him if he would tell them I was there. Just after that Paul Crouch Jr. looks at his staff behind the cameras and says “He is here he is over...” and motions towards the overflow room. Nothing much happened after that except “they” (the TBN staff in this case) took a picture of some people who were at the taping that day. I have seen quite a few impersonations there recently and I still not a singer doctor or whatever.  Run your own race be humble before God its his voice and his all knowing lordship that you must be accountable to.

If you have not figured it out yet with this blog I am trying to walk out the faith and demonstrate what “Christianity 2.0” looks like. You might think believe or feel I am crazy and I am if you use the worlds standards but this culture this life and this dimension of reality is far from being a product of our environment or our parents. The holy spirit is what we all need to be born again and live by to achieve the highest level God has for us. Many have tried to “take” that seat away me but as Jesus would say “father forgive them they know not what they do” as he is dieing nailed to a cross with his body torn apart because the religious leaders were afraid of loosing their positions and envied what he had.

Hebrews 6

1 So let us stop going over the basic teachings about Christ again and again. Let us go on instead and become mature in our understanding. Surely we don’t need to start again with the fundamental importance of repenting from evil deeds and placing our faith in God. 2 You don’t need further instruction about baptisms, the laying on of hands, the resurrection of the dead, and eternal judgment. 3 And so, God willing, we will move forward to further understanding.

4 For it is impossible to bring back to repentance those who were once enlightened—those who have experienced the good things of heaven and shared in the Holy Spirit, 5 who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the power of the age to come—6 and who then turn away from God. It is impossible to bring such people back to repentance; by rejecting the Son of God, they themselves are nailing him to the cross once again and holding him up to public shame.

7 When the ground soaks up the falling rain and bears a good crop for the farmer, it has God’s blessing. 8 But if a field bears thorns and thistles, it is useless. The farmer will soon condemn that field and burn it.

9 Dear friends, even though we are talking this way, we really don’t believe it applies to you. We are confident that you are meant for better things, things that come with salvation. 10 For God is not unjust. He will not forget how hard you have worked for him and how you have shown your love to him by caring for other believers,^[a] as you still do. 11 Our great desire is that you will keep on loving others as long as life lasts, in order to make certain that what you hope for will come true. 12 Then you will not become spiritually dull and indifferent. Instead, you will follow the example of those who are going to inherit God’s promises because of their faith and endurance.

Recently I have been feeling challenged by my boss Andrew and also the scripture when Jesus told them to feed the people and they did not have even close to what was needed to feed them yet there were baskets of leftover bread. He supernaturally multiplied what they had and after giving thanks to God for it it was more than enough. When God gives a commanding word it accomplishes what it was sent out to do.

2 Timothy 2

An Approved Worker

15 Work hard so you can present yourself to God and receive his approval. Be a good worker, one who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly explains the word of truth. 16 Avoid worthless, foolish talk that only leads to more godless behavior. 17 This kind of talk spreads like cancer, as in the case of Hymenaeus and Philetus. 18 They have left the path of truth, claiming that the resurrection of the dead has already occurred; in this way, they have turned some people away from the faith.

19 But God’s truth stands firm like a foundation stone with this inscription: “The Lord knows those who are his,”^[a] and “All who belong to the Lord must turn away from evil.”^[b]

20 In a wealthy home some utensils are made of gold and silver, and some are made of wood and clay. The expensive utensils are used for special occasions, and the cheap ones are for everyday use. 21 If you keep yourself pure, you will be a special utensil for honorable use. Your life will be clean, and you will be ready for the Master to use you for every good work.

22 Run from anything that stimulates youthful lusts. Instead, pursue righteous living, faithfulness, love, and peace. Enjoy the companionship of those who call on the Lord with pure hearts.

23 Again I say, don’t get involved in foolish, ignorant arguments that only start fights. 24 A servant of the Lord must not quarrel but must be kind to everyone, be able to teach, and be patient with difficult people. 25 Gently instruct those who oppose the truth. Perhaps God will change those people’s hearts, and they will learn the truth. 26 Then they will come to their senses and escape from the devil’s trap. For they have been held captive by him to do whatever he wants.

I made an error and after fasting about who to vote for I made a mistake and even though I knew Obama was going to win statistically, at least. As well as voice said clearly to vote for him. I did not vote for McCain either actually I chose to keep my commitment and this dream of a female political leader but in the dream she wore blue and was a brunette but since Sarah Palin was running for vice president it must not have been her. Secretary of state is not a good match either. We do not have empresses here in the USA so I do not know what it means literally yet. The rest of the dream has come true so far. I think its like when Jesus was expected to be a conquering king according to the scriptures and he will be but they ignored the fact he had to be a suffering servant first. There is no need to try and create this reality because if you do its not going to be in full context anyways and you might delay the inevitable like I have seen the new agers do over and over. Your faith is only required if its a command just follow the spirits leading in every area of your life let the light shine on dark closets and know the truth so it will set you free.

A Tree and Its Fruit

15"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. 16By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? 17Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. 18A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. 19Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 20Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.

21"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' 23Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'

Not everyone who says Lord lord will enter... only those who do the will...

I used to wonder about some of these verses and exactly how they apply but now I do not because not only do I understand more completely I have witnessed people walking them out. Sadly. I also remember a word from HB London so long ago and now has been fulfilled many times over....

The Cost of Following Jesus

57As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, "I will follow you wherever you go."

58Jesus replied, "Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head."

59He said to another man, "Follow me."
But the man replied, "Lord, first let me go and bury my father."

60Jesus said to him, "Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God."

61 Still another said, "I will follow you, Lord; but first let me go back and say good-by to my family."

62Jesus replied, "No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God."

Often I have wondered if the choices I have made were wrong and some have tried to test or discredit my devotion but if anything its the desire to be sure something is indeed the will of God that has caused delays. I have had enough problems with false prophets and teachers to last me a lifetime trust me on that one!  I think politics is more suited for that agenda, and those who can survive it.

Oh and when I was on a mission trip long ago I was amazed at how intense the sun was burning me on a cloudy day! A new dealish style solar powered Mexico can solve alot of immigration issues.  Automobile conversions to liquid hydrogen tideal energy for the price of a stimulus check can also save our paycheck to paycheck generation by not changing the engine block (if its litteral). When I recall president Bush's last state of the union address I believe its consistant with that vision. We need change for america but a new direction is a waste of time and resources just change what is broken. Over all move foreward hold on to what is good and in the momment do what is right. I am amazed at how much fruit grows here in the wilderness with no human effort. The perspective from inside the kingdom is always better than outside. No matter what political identity banner you choose the left hand is unclean before the invention of toilet paper not used to shake hands and not the direction you step if you know God has blessed you in the end. Obama is exstreamly energy conservative in community organization.  Suprizes are known to happen even on inogeration day, I exspect some changes in leadership exactly what I am not certain but I bet my distant co-worker Rick Warren knows.